The Thing About Having Suicidal Thoughts...
Story time; I started writing about suicide/suicidal ideation from the year 2019 and at that time I was never even aware of all these mental health things and mental disorders. I started writing because I had a problem with being suicidal and it's only now that I am realizing that I might have had depression during that period. Writing has always been like an outlet to me. I would post things on my socials and would get people reaching out to me for help or just thanking me for helping them out. That gave me hope and a sense of achievement. I do not want to dive into what was wrong during that period but I am glad I chose to keep on moving. Today I write more about suicide and having suicidal thoughts because I know how it feels and also because I am passionate about mental health and wellness. Do I still get suicidal today? Yes The difference between then and now is the fact that I now know my triggers, I know how to prevent my brain from getting to the point of being...