Turning Twenty-six...

 Am I the only one who get scared when turning a year older? Is it the pressure to look like we have it all together or what's it all about?

Listen, I am turning 26years old in a few days and I am not as scared as I was when I was turning twenty five. Twenty-six sounds chilled and relaxed, but yoooh twenty-seven sounds biig and crazy af. Twenty-seven sounds like a real adult year. It sounds like thirty but with different digits, like a three zero with a two seven.

Let me not think that far, Twenty-six sounds amazing and I am not as excited about it. I have this calm feeling about it, that everything is going to turn out well. I have a feeling that I am going to rock my 26th year. I am ready for the great amazing things that are going to happen and I am also ready for the challenges and I am also not expecting lot's of failures.

I mean, is it wrong to be so fed up with failures to a point of praying and manifesting a life less of failures? I am tired of failing, I only want challenges failures can now relax.

I have been praying for abundance in my life and I want to experience that abundance in my 26th year.
Abundance of;
🏵Blessings
🏵 Wealth
🏵 Great opportunities
🏵 Great Friendships
🏵 Wisdom and Knowledge
And I also want to grow more as a person and I should also stop crying like a baby.

Twenty-five was and is still great, had lots of achievements in it like graduating, getting a job, moving out of Nairobi to Eldoret which means moving out of home to now my own place, falling in love (even though I lost it), becoming more self aware and being able to create more meaningful connections with new people.

I am so excited for this new season, as I wait to turn twenty-sexy(damn it sounds nicee) I am here taking a day at a time and holding on to hope that everything is going to turn out to be great.

Thank you for reading to this end, I love you but I hope you have a partner who loves you more😂

Love and hugs.